Out, brief candle!
‘Our last day down here.’
‘I’d like to think so.’
‘It must be. We have good light for four or five hours, and then two candles, some matches, and a lighter. But even if it were not for that, it is also true that we are all the time growing weaker. We will have less strength today than yesterday – tomorrow, none, I think.’
After a brief silence, she said: ‘You wanted death, didn’t you, Albrecht? It was – those other two who had everything to live for.’
‘It is strange. I wanted death; or rather, I had ceased to want to live. I thought there was nothing which could bring that desire back to me. Yet now, when death is so close, I want to live.’
‘Perhaps it’s just that even death you must have on your own terms – you can’t bear to have it imposed on you.’
‘No. There is more. I want to live.’ His hand found her sleeve and travelled down to her wrist. ‘I love you, Cynthia. I want you to marry me.’
Although he had spoken softly, she said: ‘Hush!’
He said, still quietly: ‘Why? We do not need to hide things any more. If we die, we die together, and if we live, we can live together also.’